urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917 frizzpyro917 frizzpyro917 2005-05-09T19:05:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:16618 2005-05-09T19:05:01Z 2005-05-09T19:05:01Z logan of course I AM SO EXCITED!!!<br /><br />well... except for govt ap test on wednesday, then econ ap test on thursday... and my piece not being in senior rectials... but as i LOVE to say.... its happens.<br /><br />anyways! im really excited about getting to perform becca's piece once again.... ah. the lightbulb. the mystery.... the love.<br /><br />but....... PROM THIS WEEKEND! yay! im soe xcited about seeing everyone dressed up and dancing (especailly chad) haha. he's cute. <br /><br />we have ya tomorrow.... and we asked ms carter to go out to eat with us.... yes! ninfas! wahoo....<br /><br />what else... graduation so soon. im working on my invitations now... i cant wait. i also cant wait for presents and money. yay. always good.<br /><br />ohh adn the senior dance recital recpetion will rock also. all that food.... mmmmm!<br /><br />almost all the seniors seemed to ahve vowed to take as little dance as possible... and i think thats wonderful. we can definiatel always find a way out!<br /><br />whew. im just so happy and excited right now about everything. oh. theres logan!<br /><br />i must watch some "vasly inappropriate" movie?<br /><br />haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:16205 2005-04-29T19:40:01Z 2005-04-29T19:40:01Z the beautiful piano tones of mr. christopher chris and i just had a boatful of fun typing a letter to andrew on the typewriter in studio c. logan is mad cause he couldnt give blood. neither could i. but i think tis for the best becasue i would ahve died. literally. i still dont feel too good. and i got chad sick. i feel bad. <br /><br />my mouth is really dry. ahhh.... dms. dms is simply douth-mouth syndrome. <br /><br />i need to watch rocky horror picture show again, for chris and logan.<br /><br />PROM is in two weeks. GRADUATION is in 4.... wow. WORK IT. <br /><br />jazz co spring show this weekend. <br /><br />senior rectial in a week.... <br /><br />yay! so many exciting things!<br /><br />oh. blah. ncl too sunday. <br /><br />anywyas. im gunna go. i love you all! <br /><br />so many exciting, fun things coming so soon.... its all coming to an end! ahhh..... waht will happen?? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:15956 2005-04-12T22:43:09Z 2005-04-12T22:43:09Z my chemical romance of course aha. hello. sitting here at my house. not feeling too good. stomach/head hurts.<br /><br />things are weird. i dont know whats going on and no one understands how it feels. how could they? im the only one leaving, and i feel ive already been kicked out. maybe im not there as much, but im still dedicated and love them, but whatever. if they want to shove it in my face, i cant stop them.<br /><br />senior recitals are amazing. wow.<br /><br />my stomach really hurts.<br /><br />i hate this deciding college thing. i want to go soo many places, but i have no money to pay for them. that sucks.<br /><br />i feel bad for chad. yesterday was his birthday, and his mom and dad did not even say happy birthday or give him a present. theyre crazy. i dont understand some parents.<br /><br />i want to go to warped tour, but i dont really know anyone else who likes punk music. except chad. but he said he doesnt know if he wants to go. man, if i miss my chemical romance, someone is going to die....<br /><br />i think i jut heard the cookie monster has been put on a diet. good for him. he always was a little chubby....<br /><br />im super excited about prom. becca printed out some pics of beach houses... they look fabulous. i hope it turns out to be a blast...<br /><br />i think i need to vomit or something. i hate this feeling.<br /><br />bye all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:15844 2005-04-07T22:26:09Z 2005-04-07T22:26:09Z well. i jsut got a letter from berkeley, and it seems tuition is 30,000 a year. so. <br /><br />my dad just decided my future. "sorry whit, but u ahve to go to st.thomas"<br /><br />i dont know whether to be happy i didnt ahve to make the decision or be really sad cause i cant go to my dream school. <br /><br />it sucks not being extremely rich. or not having parents who will let me take out 30,000 dollars in loans. st. thomas will be good, but. well. u guys know.<br /><br />by the way, i wasnt complainig about chad, i was just voicing something i had on my mind. chad is amazing, and i love him. and if u guys do care, ull realize that.<br /><br />i think im the only person relaxed about senior recitals. everyone needs to calm down. all the dances rock.<br /><br />so. if any of you are going to be here for the next 4 years, i guess well see each other. this kinda sucks... kinda doesnt. the confusion never stops.... does it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:15522 2005-04-06T19:44:58Z 2005-04-06T19:44:58Z i love music. have u ever noticed how much music affects people. its quite amazing. music is my new obsession. i really wish i had an ipod, but of course, i spent all of my money on chad.<br /><br />maybe i feel like i have to buy him stuff all the time otherwise he wont want me anymor. i dont know. its weird. i want him to know t hat hes special, but then again i have no money to buy myself anything. thats difficult to think about.<br /><br />senior rectials? i finished. becca and jen are quite an azmaing pair. but everyones are going to be really good, it seems. hard decisions.<br /><br />wow. some people.<br /><br />sometimes i just cant wait to leave this hell hole ( which by the way right now smells like a disguisting paint, maybe ruby red), but then other times i get really sad and dont want to elave. but am i leaving? will i take that chance and go to berkeley? i catn decide.<br /><br />maybe im too afraid to leave home, especially chad. lately, hes all that i have. and being so far away. but berkeley... so amazing. my dream school. what the fuck am i supposed to do.<br /><br />this college shit sucks. even nwhen u get into the places u thought u wanted to be.<br /><br />wahtever. life will all work out in the end... right? just keep telling youself that.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:15156 2005-04-05T02:09:18Z 2005-04-05T02:09:18Z i dont even know hello all. i dont really know why im updating this because no one has my username cause im a loser that no one seems to know. i really dont know what ive done at pva, but i seem to know absolutley no one, while no one absolutely knows me. i really do understand how im always the only person who doesnt know who someone is talking about. its weird. u know those times where u feel like u dont ahve any friends. i definitely feel that. i know im a bad friend and all, but seriosuly. it seems everyone has a best friend to hang out with at school, and i have no one but myself and a picture of chad. i guess i brought it on ymself, adn everyone says that. man. college is hard. i dont know what to do. and of course, i know no one to turn to. great. yup. im gunna go eat. thats all i ever do. damn. it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:14850 2005-03-18T14:34:40Z 2005-03-18T14:34:40Z postal service... my new obsession in web mastering. eating donuts. good start to a hopefully good day. work it. dustin rocks. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />donuts do too.<br /><br />the dance concert went well alst night. lets hope it goes as good today.<br /><br />goodbye my dear followers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:14601 2005-03-09T21:23:09Z 2005-03-09T21:23:09Z pixies... any song. i love them. sittin gin dance aide right now. this is the only time i ever update. the concert is going to be fun, i think. manic is gay, carothers is fun, williams is well, willaims. something is wrong with JAckie. i dont know what but i hope shell be okay.<br /><br />um. dance today. no jazz co. <br /><br />I hate ncl. im so glad its almost over.<br /><br />This schedule for dance has been so very fun. i like dancing, then lunch, tehn dancing. i dunno. kinda reminds me of pm? ah, the good old days. maybe...<br /><br />i llke economics. i dont know why. its kinda fun to me? ah. muahaha.<br /><br />im looking foward to this weekend. paretns leaving on friday, my sis coming sunday. i love her. and cant wait.<br /><br />well schools out. me adn jen are gunna try this new itlian rest on montrose. should be good. <br /><br />until the next update.<br /><br />ladies and gentlemen. you rock. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:14553 2005-03-03T21:06:16Z 2005-03-03T21:06:16Z ms. murphys crazy music you know whats wonderufl? ice cream on a cold day.<br /><br />its very underestimated. i mean, although youre already cold, its just so wonderful. mm.<br /><br />so. jazz company. yeh. thats all i have to say about that subject. if you only knew.<br /><br />aoiwerhternhkget.<br /><br />i ahve manic afgter school today. actaully, in about 27 minutes. im not really looking foward to it. its stpuid and i ahte it.<br /><br />i love mrs carother piece though. that rocks. i get to slid. <br /><br />chad informed me that were not going to his prom, but we are going a lake house to an after aprty with his friends damon and laura. which will be amazing. lots of fun. looking foward to that. i cant seem to find nay shoes for my dress for my prom though. that will be interesting. actaully i did find some, but they were like 600 dollars.<br /><br />yeh.<br /><br />im feelin a little angry on some subjects, a little emo on some, and a little happy on others. if you could place my life into those categories, i would give you an a step up on my list. <br /><br />thats all for now. i should ahve done some homework. oh well. jackie rocks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:14156 2005-03-02T01:07:23Z 2005-03-02T01:07:23Z i would jsut like to inform everyone, hannah taylor told me today that i could be a vampire.<br /><br />i think im going to take her advice.<br /><br />watch out for your neck bitches. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:14030 2005-02-28T23:18:53Z 2005-02-28T23:18:53Z the whistling of the red lobster commercial wait. when do u spell it grey, or gray. i always get confused,. anyways. hello all! im back from new york. it wawws very fun. ive been in two new states now, jersey, and penn. yay. jersey was really kool. and fun. new york was also fun. but i was really disapointed by movin out. all the understudies were doing it, which meant no desmond richardson. GAY. i was really really mad., and the dancesrs werent that good, and they were not together at all. a few were really good. there was a ballerina that was awesome. but yay. boo for broadway, thats how i feel right now. well. i also feel very shaky. this could be from:<br /> a) sickness<br /> b) lack of food<br /> c) school<br /> d) green tea<br /> e) the unusual recurring dream i keep having with me just tapping. thats all i do in the damn dream is tap. and its the same combo for like 10 hours.<br /><br />the shakiness is probably a combination of all those FREAKY things. oh. and the simpsons. which rock. haha. i wonder what it would be like to be a cartoon.<br /><br />QUESTION FO THE DAY!!!!!!!: if you were a cartoon , waht would you do?<br /><br />if i was a cartoon i would....push someone off a building (probably laura g.) and then laugh at her when she splat on the ground. then she would come back to life, climb up the 40 story building (she can casue shes a mexican) and then she would chop off my head. but another one would grow back. then we would laugh and suddenly show up at a mexican restaurant in mexico city. thats what i would do.<br /><br />everyone answer. cause cartoons rock.<br /><br />i guess im going to go watch tv. thats all i ever do. no homework. no exescise. i can do that casue im a cartoon. later bitches. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:13649 2005-02-25T04:39:08Z 2005-02-25T04:39:08Z the futurama theme song wooo. new york tomorrow. back to the snow... teh cold... but ah new york. itllb e awesome. this is the first time for me adn my dad to ever go on a trip alone... this will be interesting. im going to eat alot, shop alot, eat more, sleep some, etc. i hope everyone enjoys SCHOOL... HAHAHHA. losers.... todya i was watching the simpsons, the one where homer is cloned (its a treehouse of horror one), adn randomly, where theyre showing all the clones, there was peter griffin from family guy? it was so completely random. it was amazing. also. chad played a 6 hour game of halo 2 tonight. 6 hours, one game. it was ridiuclous. at least he wasnt playing the whole time... muahaha. anyways. ill miss u all. call me. i need to pack. good bye glorious lovers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:13376 2005-02-24T04:53:50Z 2005-02-24T04:53:50Z um, some classical weird music i heard on 88.7. wow. that sandwich was amazing. im glad i tried it. so dance was cool. i just love teaching that jazz class. i love lauren. cats hair is crazy, that mexican. im really sad i dont get to do the whole martha performance, but nyc will be interesting with the daddio. tomorrow... lets see... will we have carother rehearsal? i would expect so. that dance rocks my sox. what else... englihs. blah. of course. and french. lovely, a movie of course. anywyas. i think ill wait by the phone for a few more mintues, then go to bed. i love u all... (everyone needs to be to jack in the box to try the chicken ciabatta...... losers.) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:13190 2005-02-23T21:23:16Z 2005-02-23T21:23:16Z hello to all my fellow live journel users.... as logan says.... IM BAACCCKKKKKK!! in a nice note , perhaps a flat? anyways. logan and jackie rock. were in dance study lab, rockin as usual. life, for the past um 10 months, has been wonderful. anyways. dance toniht. blah. but imt eaching, which means money for all u lsoers out there. then rehearsal, gaaay. i havent been taking home jen and becca, and while i miss them, riding by urself is kinda fun. but its getting boring. i think im going to go try a new chicken ciabetta from jack in the crack. wow. yess...... hmm. bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:12985 2004-04-24T16:42:45Z 2004-04-24T16:42:45Z dashboard. well. im extremely bored. i dont have dance. i dont want to do hwk. im too lazy to take a shower (who woulda thunk it?). etc. the phone is ringing but im too lazy to get up. as usual. dallas was interesting... i was in a horrible mood about 3/7 of the time. but oh well. bus rides were fun at lesat. i love pretending i am a glorious lesbian lover with amy... ah. im really hungry. this whole eating heathly thing i tok a break from in dallas, which was nice, but im back on it. it feels good to eat heathly, but i really do miss all those great fattening foods. oh well. must lose at lesat a little weight. hmm... what else. oh god. showstoppers is very gay... im not going to say anything in general but... GOLD CHAMPIONS! haha.... oh. how embarrasing. im leaving now. good bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:12634 2004-04-22T02:51:02Z 2004-04-22T02:51:02Z free like a flower child hippie running in daisies... lalala.<br /><br />im turning hippie.... for all of u who didnt know.<br /><br />dallas?... it will be interesting.<br /><br />UNANA for life.<br /><br />that is all my fellow subjects.<br /><br />-flower child whitney..... or sunshine whit.... or whitrain...m i dunno. sometyhing hippie-ish please.....peace. and no, not in that ghetto fernando way of saying it... i really mean it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:12294 2004-04-16T22:19:50Z 2004-04-16T22:19:50Z well. we had a ya show today.... what the hell are we going to do wihtout jamie. and erica and jessica and the rest of those seniors. good god... who knows. tonight we have gayass kdt show. i hate kdt. i dont know why. i jsut despise all of them adn everything they live for, aka ballet. i just would really like to kill them all. due to all the rage about killing, i rented kill bill. i shall watch it, and judge for myself. hopefully itll be good. i hope my mum didnt waste money. i really want to eat some food. i have been trying to eat less lately, adn its actually working for once. but im hungry. im goin to dinner. aloha. god what the fuck is wrong with my stomach. i must get it removed. its so fucked up., urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:12149 2004-04-12T04:56:08Z 2004-04-12T04:56:08Z I CANT FIND MY RETAINER. SOEMONE PLEASE HELLLLP! SOS!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:11892 2004-04-12T04:54:30Z 2004-04-12T04:54:30Z alright. i had some wine. no big deal pokay. and i took some pil;ls which i thought were sudafed but now i dont know. im extremmly ansy adn i cant go to bed. why u m,say ask?! DONT ASK BITHC. ahaha osntgpoiwerh<br />god. what is going on. im like running around adn im talking extrememly fast. i dont know why im talking becasue im typing but i sjtu thoguht since i couldnt sleep id update. god i love chad. and everyone,. 9i eamnb my life i scarzy but i jsut love u all so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 ahhhh alright well. i hate wine. ir ealy do. especailly red wine? yeh. ew. anyways. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. wo. i need some downers. what are those?! i dont know. im going to go like go crazy and jump on my bed. i gues. i really have nothing else to do considering the fact im so up right now i cant come down? i dont know what this statre of mind is i am in. but tis damn crazy. goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodbya dn goodnite to allllllllllllllllllllllllllllll urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:11564 2004-04-11T16:42:28Z 2004-04-11T16:42:28Z notta well today is easter. im sitting here waiting for chad to come pick me up and im bored, so i thought id update. not too much goin on. this 4 day weekend has been glorious... going by way too fast though. i got a dress and shoes yesterday for lana's wedding/ senior salute. theyre groovey. hm. me and jen went shop[ping yesterday. oh how i love her. and shopping. we watched romeo and juliet, the leo/claire danes one (my favorite movie for those of u who didnt know). i love baz luhrman. he is a genius. there are no words to explain how much that movie touches me. its incredible. i mean of course, thank u shakespeare... i love u too.... but baz... applause. seriously. we really need a new tc upstairs. sometimes the speaker goes out and it makes this really, incredibly annoying sound like *EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*. yeh, like that. it would also be nice bvecasue this fuckin tv is like 25 years old. the vcr doesnt work. the speakers dont work. and there are only 13 channels.... i guess whenever i tuyrn on this tv i enter the past... i enter into... THE 80S! DUN DUN DUN.... alright. im hungry. im happy its easter... holidays mean lots of food. me amy andkate worked on our history project... tis gunna rock. the 70s were awesome... there are so many decades i wish i could ahve lived in.... maybe someday ill time warp back to them. well... i must be going now... i have to go get chads present together. i love u all. au revior. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:11431 2004-04-08T22:55:01Z 2004-04-08T22:55:01Z hahahahahha. silly. what a weird word. ah. how great it feels to realize thursday is actaully like friday. ya shows were good. kids were obsessed with erica... haha. they were really excited... made me very nostalgic.... ah. how pure we all used to be.... what was that like? i dont remember. english and chemistry ares tupid. but dr macdonald left early. weridly enough. we had to take wiley to drivers ed, but it was cool. hes a cool kid, especailly for a 9th grader. it took us like 2 hours tog et home. now im finally home. waiting for chad to call? as usual. cant wait for this 4 day weekend. all of u have fun now. dont be too safe alright. i luv u all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:11009 2004-04-08T01:52:20Z 2004-04-08T01:52:20Z hoobastank biatches interesting day. sernior recitals are goin great. i love both of them. school is stupid. um... jen and i skipped dance today.. muahha. hung out with chad... ate some food.. jenni fell asleep in the car when me adn chad went into his house... loser. we were late for rehearsal who cares. stupid ms rowalnd was looking at dances for kdts spring show... did we even ask if that was okay for us to be in it? NO. are they in ours NO.... but thank god for that.... im sitting here thinking... is it really necessary to do homeowrk... my thought is no. i have been straggling along pretty well for never doing any.....my stomach hurts. i really wish i could get my stomach removed. it would solve many of my problems......i also wonder what it would be like not to ahve glasses or contacts. juswt the thought of it is crazy... not to ahve to wear glasses or put lenses in ur eyes every morning... to be able to be freeeeeeeeeee from contact lenses... i sound like a coommercial. maybe ill get that crazy eye laser surgery thing. later.. in life. well... au revior............. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:10831 2004-04-07T02:30:44Z 2004-04-07T02:30:44Z nothing is getting better.<br /><br />actaully, everything is getting worse.<br /><br />how? who knows... thats my luck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:10548 2004-04-06T22:29:02Z 2004-04-06T22:29:02Z dashboard. i jsut dont get it.<br /><br />alot of people/ events/ things are confusing me.<br /><br />today sucked.<br /><br />im in one of thoes moods....<br /><br />whatever. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frizzpyro917:10326 2004-04-03T17:06:58Z 2004-04-03T17:06:58Z hooooooooooooooooooooobastank. well. last night was QUITE interesting.... humble spring show. which went pretty well... people actaully liked idioteque... well... the people who SAW it.. ahem.. anywas. then chad u know came up alte with branden.. at lesat i finally got to see him after the drama thursday. and wednesday. anyways. me and becca headed dowtown where of course we got lost. ahha i love doing that. we went to see lost element, trace's (beccas boyfriend) band , play. theyre really good. it was quite loud. my ears still hurt. whitneys part was... to say the least..... i dont even know what to say. so many overly inebriated people... then like me and becca were just..... sober. haha. it was great watching everyone be funny... but not seeing so many people vomit and get upset.... oh well. i stayed hte night at beccas... i dont really know if trace ever came over casue i fell asleep on the couch. lyrical is a bore... we enver do anything. i stopped by chads house .... at 1030 int he morning... what was i thinking. of coruse he isnt awake. now im sitting here bored. not wanting to do my hwk<br /><br /><br />i think ill go.... eat. maybe watch a lil tv.<br /><br />these burns on my wrist hurt like hell. <br /><br />alight. toodles to all. &lt;-- haha... i just said toodles?!